sorry...

dear abg..

blogger lain, sila ignore post ini..:)

erm..i know this is the hard time that we have to face..but i am sure kte boleh buat..btol jugak ckp umi abg tu..jue rse cam bersalah je..abg mampu pergi jauh kalu jue x wujud dlm hidup abg dulu..jue mintak maaf sngt dlm hal ni..

but trust me, i will never leave you..

and jue nk ckp kt sini, x gune gak kalu kte chatting seminggu sekali..still ganggu abg..so jue nk suggest why dun kte smbung contact balik lagi 3 bulan..means time abg da prepare nk balik msia, tiket da bli sume2..umi n ayah abg nk suruh abg hasilkan sesuatu dlm tempoh 3 bulan ni kn..so jue rse jue x patut ganggu abg for this time..

let sacrifice smthing for our own good..tp ni juz suggestion je..apape keputusan letak kat tngn abg..jue ikut je..seyesly its really hard to tell this, but i think this is the best way..jue nk tengok hasil lepas 3 bulan ni..okeii..

n if abg setuju, abg jgn mengade g cari lain pulak..hempuk ngn selipar ni kang..:) apape pasal jue, sume ade dlm blog ni..abg x kn dpt cari jue kat skype, gtalk or fb..jue da deactivate semua..hurmm..

tp apape sume keputusan abg buat..apape juz email or comment or write on this blog..

sy syg awk..take care ye..

:)

its my day...

dear bloggers and you....

post ni mybe akn hurt someone, or buat someone realized or apape je la yg kamu2 rse..but sy juz sy nk share my thoughts, my feelings becoz me, myself x reti nk express feelingss in physical way..sy x reti cara tu..my way is by writing on smthing..bla2..n at last release sume masalah..x jadi masalah kat kamu2 kn...

ok..

actually i got some problem with someone_who_i_never_met (bajet harry potter)..masalah ni kecik je..x tau la nk kategorikan ni as masalah ke, or salah faham..hurm..

sy ade buat satu application cam bodoh2 ni kat fb..nme dye top friend ape tah..x phn pn try mnde2 alah gini..sbb try ritu, juz for nk lwn2 ngn my cousin sape dpt tempat paling top among us la..ulang balik, juz nk lwn2 ngn my cousin..x de niat lain yg tersembunyi or whatever..kalu nk diikutkan dlm 20 org jugak la yg 'ter'tag dlm photo application nih..ulang lagi, TER bukan sy yg tag org okeiii..

then, about 2 days lps sy gambar tu terpost kat wall sy, suddenly her, comment somthing..tyme bce notification tu agak excited..coz her x pnh nk comment page sy..even balas comment sy..

rewind-------

cmne sy boleh knl her ni..actually incik haikal ade sorg kwn yg sngt rapat ngn dye..da tahap abg adik la katekan..incik haikal selalu cite pasal kwn dye ni kat sy..her ni kire wife kpd kwn incik haikal tu..i know much about them, they got two cute princess..soo cute you know!! adik2 her ni seyes cun2 n cantik2 sume..sy agak stalk la diorg..becoz i want to be like her!! hot mama kott...:)

foward--------

after click kat notification tu, agak terkejut sikit, coz ape yg her comment agak x bape sdap nk dngr..becoz on that photo, 'ter' tag kwn incik haikal ni..hurm, ok..then i try to reply as peace as i can (x sure btol ke x ayat ni) so that x de sape perasan ketegangan yg berlaku di wall sy..when i reply that, her reply again with some words that really makes me feel sad...

"please remove"

"SEMAK kat wall"

semak is not a good thing ye kanak2..hurm......

cube kamu2 bayangkan, sy x pnh lagi jumpe her ni, face to face, but i am really admiring her, and she wrote to me like this..urghhh!!

td seyes smpai my water eye fall down stairs...huhuhu...

now------

i told everything to incik haikal..juz nk release my sadness..actually da agak da yg kitorg akan gaduh..me besar kepala, me queen control, me suke ikut kepala sendiri, me..me..me..haih...

ye sy tahu tu kwn awk..sy x suruh pun g putus sahabat..sy x suruh pun sebelah kn sy, jgn sebelah kn dye..sy x suruh pun g selidik hal ni..kang tambah besar lagi ade la..xde..i need you to understand me..i need u to make me calm when i am sad..tp ni tambah lagi satu masalah..so sy da x de tempat nk ngadu..last2 br realized yg umi sy sentiasa disisi kalau sy ade problem..so i'm not alone anymore..

sy kuat!! i can bear with this!! hehe..x leh blah ayat..nway, sorry kalau ade yg terase..mintak maaf sngt2..sbb ni je cara nk release ape yg ade dlm hati ni..kdg2 kte x boleh nk jge hati org lain sngt smpai hati kte sndri yg terluke..kn2..

:)

xde title..

dear bloggers..

sy suke bce blog org, tp blog sndiri x update2..haih~ ok, marilah semua dengar ape yg sy maw bebel..

EDX DAY

during my EDX, dpt booth no 18..tepi skali yee..mlm before event, dtg ngn bwk kertas kaler2, poster n so on so on, nk hias booth la katekan..hihi..x terlupe juga, beskal yg 'cumel' ni pun sy sumbat kat seat blakang kete..park kete btol2 dpn chansellor komplex..dpt agak x ape cite lepas ni?? haa..kompem la den kne saman ngn pok gad..teruk kn..teruk kn..mlm2 pun nk saman org..bile nmpk je pok gad dtg, terus la sy lari2 mnje g kat pok gad tu..cheh, dye x tergoda pun..die siap ckp ag,

"kamera tu suruh saman sume kete kat sini...."

aiyakk..kamera kat UTP ni pangkat lagi besar dr pok gad kot..huhu..terbang RM 30....

fyi, chairman EDX kali ni seyes ade style...he is kind of smart guy that really care about fashion...hikhikhik...

but, my project x dpt ke level IC n mng RM10K tu..uhuuu..xpe2..insyaAllah target untuk FYP pulak..congratzz to qila and intan for ur gold..okeyhh pasni boleh panggil korang "gold girl"...hehehe...

TP TEST DAY

study je ape yg masuk, of course la kn..try2 tulis sndiri semua mass balance, NAz, A contact ngn catalyst terus tukar jadi B, -NAz=NBz...bla..bla..bla..ok, test kat main hall..bukak2 kertas soklan, chis!! boundary condition untuk porous ape, tnye qila, pun dye x sure..adeyh..kantoi ag..then GA announce suh amik test paper lepas kat blakang pas test ni..ok...ding dong..mse tamat..kutip2 kertas...g lari2 comel amik test paper lepas...aiyakk, 5/50....ak study kott..bnyk sngt markah ni..kne tnye lecturer apesal bnyk sngt ni..tnye2 org, ramai je dpt 5 markah..so sy x lonely...hehe...

TODAY

bngun pagi, trus call incik haikal...then smbung tdo balik...bngun2 balik, tengok muvie jap smbil mkn kuaci...hehe..teringat beskal 'comel' tu still ade dlm kete..tbe2 ade semangat waja nk bersihkan kete..turun g angkut beskal naik bilik..then turun balik, kibas2 karpet kete yg berhabuk, lap2 dlm kete, bukak bonet dpn kete, wat2 cam pro, check coolant, minyak itam, minyak power stereng..lap2 sikit..done!!

ok jom basuh kete..kuar ngn tirah..smpai2 kosong ke tempat basuh kete tu..tutup ke ape..then nmpk org tu snyum2 n angguk2..haaa..bukak la ni..park kat dpn kdai dye...n ckp, "nk luar n dlm skali ea"..org tu snyum je..

kdai ni ade sabun perisa baru....kaler pink kot..hehe...yg terharu nye, tujuh org skali basuh kete den...wuuu....

g kdai kasut, bli kasut nk msuk IRC...nk g study pun bnyk songeh..haha...

ok ni da mlm, sy blom mndi..n nk g berkhidmat diri sendiri la ni..hehe..

:)

nowadays...

dear bloggers..

mybe ni post yg agak panjang..kalu rse nk teruskan bce, silekan, kalu malas, sile tengok blog2 kat belah kanan ni..mne tau ade yg korg minat nk bce..hehe..btw, sy nk story ape event yg berlaku sepanjang bulan April ni..

ok, start ngn 5 hb, hari ni seyesly penat, siapkan poster..esok da nk present pre-EDX..g print poster, sekeping RM18..nasib dpt murah..ade kedai tu *rahsia* mahal gile..RM30 dye bagi..adeii..petang tu redah ujan wat vedio pulak..g wat kat tepi blok V4C..malam meeting lagi, usha2 slide, tengok slide berterabur gile budak ni buat..x leh nk wat ape, kne edit sume balik la..da la mouse sy ni rosak, pinjam my rumate punye la jwbnye..risau gile tyme tu, text sendiri pun x hafal nk present esok..huhu..da la esok kelas pukul 8 pg..tengh2 edit tu, then dpt msg dr anam, ckp x de kelas esok..ape lagi, extend la tdo smpai pukul 3 pg...

6 April 2011

pagi2 tu terus wat speech, practise sendiri sket2, then ade meeting pukul 11.30 pg..practise sebelum real presentation..balik2 solat n siap2..then pegi block 18..waaaa....cuak gile..fyi my examiner hari tu one of the EDX chairman..sape x cuak weii..

okehh..smpai2 tu nk kne angkut basikal yg bapak berat tu kuar kete..naseb muat myvi sy..hehe..berpeluh2 kott..xpe, demi projek...then smpai2 n lek2 dulu..setting2 tempat..pastu, denG!! boleh pulak lappy wat masalah..turun balik ingt nk g amik lappy dlm bilik..examiner da smpai kott..adeiii..kfem tolah markah..tbe2 yasir call, suh patah balik, lappy da ok...hohoh...korg suke mainkan sy..huhu...

ok..present2..mule2 muke dye ketat je..lme2 cam minat pulak..seyes best present dpn dye..x takut langsung..dye pun cm enjoy je nk tau pasal projek kitorg..haha..abes present tu, dye ade ckp "see u in EDX'...wahhhh...tp x nk letak harapan..ade lagi kot grup yg best..hehe..

opss!! today is incik haikal bday la..lupe nk ckp kan...hepi bday syg..

8 hb..okeyh test CPDC yg baru study mlm td..dua chapter okeyh...haaa..padan muke sy, naseb dpt la jugak jwb..tp bnyk careless..lantak la...:(

pastu ptg tu g shopping barang dapur..bli belah sikit2..balik tu lepak kat warung tepi jalan, minum air kelape..then rumate dpt call, ckp grup dye layak dpt EDX...huhu..congrat tirah..agak excited plus berdebar2..xpe, x dpt masuk pun x pe..jgn sedih..x sabar nk balik bilik nk tahu dpt ke x ni...adeii...

balik bilik terus g kat komputer, bukak e-learning..etp..then..WAAAAA!!!!! YESSS!!! group 35 pun dpt masuk EDX-27..hohoooo..seronok..ade peluang rebut RM10,000...waaaaaaa....terlompat2 gak la...hehe...

tengok grup lain jugak..sume kwn2 sy dpt masuk, qila, intan, rai, ecah, tirah, dina..congrat korang jugak...

:)

ENGINEERING DESIGN EXHIBITION

13-14 APRIL 2011

Umur aku

Assalamualaikum,

GOod morIng folks,cecite-cecite..aku nk bercerite ni,hari ni genap umor aku bertambah satu,hurm..first ingt nk hepi sgt2 but ade cite yg hmpir sedey,satu famili lupe..kjap aje lee,pstu sume ingt blik...pergh...10sen2..hhaahaha,aku x kesah pown...da la tu akunye besdey present xde...haaawaaa....xpe laa,da tue kan...hehehe,ape aku helan kan...tue x tue....nk gak,ape yek aku nk...hurm...tgn aku da lama kosong(i mean pergelangan tgn) hurm...tu yg aku duk pikir tu...pikir kat jam...hurm...ntah laa,xpe kowt xde rezki lg,xpe la,aku ketepikn dlu,sbb aku skng ade mission lg lom selesai...mission market,smpai skng aku x jumpe lg line dier,tp aku xkn putus asa hnye kerana sbb tu...biar laa ape org kata aku x heran,owh org kate baik ko lupekn impian ko tu as a freelance photog...aku pown xthu pe yg aku cuba nk smpaikan skang...anyway tu jelah kowt buat mse skang..klu phm tulis laa komen ek,klu xphm wat pekak aje lee...anyway i want to thank to my lovely girl,coz she the first person wish for me.thank sayang.(jiwang la pulok):)